Sharing my self to get outside my self.

January 18, 2012 Sharing my self to get outside my self.

The last days have been rough. I attend a CMA group and Open Art studio on Wednesdays. The relationship with this guy is not working. Let’s call him Craig. I’ve noticed how my views on life and optimism have changed over the past month. My drive and desire to function and move on with my life fluctuates irrationally. Leaving me in a daze like confused smoke from an incent, drifting neither here nor there, straight..then up, spirals, left, right, descends and finally burns out to nothing. In the group and Art studio today something grabbed me. I didn’t feel hopeless. I felt refreshed.

Many people have claimed to have had an awe moment or spiritual awaking in life. For me, I think that may be it. -Ginyar

Your life is your life
don’t let it be clubbed into dank submission.
Be on the watch.
There are ways out.
There is a light somewhere.
… It may not be much light but
it beats the darkness.
Be on the watch.
(The) God(s) will offer you chances.
Know them.
Take them.
You can’t beat death but
you can beat death in life, sometimes.
And the more often you learn to do it,
the more light there will be.
Your life is your life.
Know it while you have it.
You are marvelous
(the) God(s) wait to delight